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bliss in the abyss
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grown up
02:06
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heaven's gate
01:58
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dear father
02:19
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we couldn't find the time to talk it all out
the last words you heard from me
probably slashed your heart
as much as your attitude did mine
we could never be connected like in a fable
we were just enemies-
two predators fighing for their peace
in a conflict for control
drenched in the insecurities of a failed father
i was swimming in your worries
i was trembling under your prescence
your eyes i could not look into
you scarred the kid
you terrified me ever since i was born
we don't have any memories besides subtance abuse
the way i ran
the way i hid and locked myself
how i ran away from home once
and despite all of this
you expected respect
you demanded i follow your every command
you wanted me to love you
while you couldn't even see a reason to love me
to accept me for what i was
to embrace me and guard me
and it pains me to say
i wouldn't cry
i would look back many times
but i will always remember the way you looked me in the eyes
that drunk gaze
it was never yours
and i hated it
i wish i could've been a son to the real you
your body is still here
but your soul is drowning in alcohol
when you loe on your deadbed
your last wish
what would it be
wishes of seeing me for who i was
or seeing me beside you as you take your last breath
the version you wanteed to see
you were never proud of me
you said it many times
and i said i didn't care
but it broke me
that i could never make you smile
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i was never what you visualied i would be
i was never a real son to you
but all you gave me was hatred
you hardened me
in a way i wish i could've never lived through
you made mistakes along the way
which deprived me of any love
i loved you
and i still do
but i'm afraid you're out of luck
you were a big talk
but when next to your son
i was nothing you could control
but your friends couldn't understand that
how could the best man never control a rat
y'all thought of me as a simpleton
and maybe i was
but i stood for myself
whenever i felt threatened
i am sorry
we won't remember each other with love
you'll remember me as a disgrace
and i'll hate your guts until i grow old
i've yet to live, i have places to go
but place you're headed will be your last roll
i hope at least when you watch above
you sit on the front row
and i hope i make your jaw drop
when you see me living life like a god
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to move on
02:44
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i'm just waiting for my time to come
when i'll have to leave myself and my home
everything i build up until now
will i see my smile i wonder
like bricks falling apart
my life has been a wreak
i'm losing my friends
cold or hot nights
always together
thick and thin
always together
arguments and heat
always one
i called myself weak
but now that i'm without them
i'm starting to feel the reek
rivers start flooding my room
as my wishes, dreams and memories exit my heart
i realize i'll be accompanied no more
by warmth and love
who am i to deserve breath and pulse
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