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awake at last

by Violent Violet

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does it matter if i have any skin do i matter what i say just passes through your ears you never hear me i won't say it out loud i need you to feel it we'll go oustide so we can just sit in silence then we wont do anything we'll sit for 10 hours straight i can't explain it and i'm not even high i don't care how i'll turn out i don't care what i do and who i go out with if i could i would dissapear for good it's like i never existed i want it to be like i never existed yet i still feel the need to scar the world
2.
have you seen your face take a thorough look in the mirror what have you become you're so comftrable with your thoughts you've forgotten the meaning and you're deceiving everyone you see you influence and you kill better fall down better watch out better stay put
3.
where do we go from this place we'll never belong i've seen the taste of your eyes and i've heard all of your lies but im just as high as you were when you were facing your insecurity make me feel make me real i chose to become nothing i chose to become nothing and you still wonder where you went wrong but it was my perception so dont beat yourself up it was never your fault
4.
the insecurities that led me to an overdose made me feel that im alive and well not just a shell of myself where have i fallen i see my body on a guillotine from above where are my bonds to help me they arose just stood and watched life i wasn't made for i was losing now was it a bad thing events endless events that fuel my anxiety and worry gouge out from me lobotomy some don't even need it some act like this without it the sound i've been willing to hear will it come to me soon i am just a mirror i am a mere reflection i was just a minor i was just an infection spread it spread it far and wide keep the blood pouring for as long as i live write it on my gravestone that i was an illness embodied some flesh like a parasite make me famous at least when i die i am just a mirror i am a mere reflection i was just a minor i was just an infection
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no... 01:41
if i ever become famous maybe that is the only realistic path to suicide handling attention and expectations these are things I usually reject but in abudance, they may spiral out of my control this is a scary fucking thought

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released November 19, 2022

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